I've finally decided to relocate my blog.

Here's the link to my new blog : flutteringmemories.blogspot.com/

So, I suppose this will be my last post...maybe?

Let all the nice memories remain locked here.

~ja~

Today has gotta be a day which I totally wasted.
I admit, I didn't really study today.
One whole day wasted on playing computer games and lazing around.
I feel so so so bad....
But never mind, I promise to study whole day tomorrow.
And this time, no more excuses, no more.

On a happier tone, Internet seems to be finally working properly! HALLELUJAH!
It's already been a few days since my internet went sot.
Glad it's ok now. =)

Today got two tuitions so it made me real tired.
Doing all the account work during tuition make me so dizzy.
Once I got into the car, I plopped down the seat and complained to my daddy.
And I'm really relieved daddy came early today to fetch me. That's really nice of him. =)

Oh, and mummy was real sweet today.
After tuition, I said I was really hungry and had this sudden craving for angkukueh.
Mum said, "Really ar? Ok, let's go buy then."
I stared at her blankly and resisted the urge to ask her, "You serious ar?"
Then, she drove me around town just to buy angkukueh.
Tat was really really nice of her.

A little rewind will bring you back to yesterday during Chemistry tuition.
At the last 15 minutes before tuition ended, me, LY and TC were going cuckoo!
We were like struggling to finish all the questions on the puny piece of paper.
At first we were taking our own sweet time.
But then, when we realised we the last ones, we started to panic.

My hand was practically shivering when I was writing down the answer.
TC and LY so did NOT help at all.
LY had launched into emo state again, probably due to exam.
Talking to her was like talking to a wall.
TC tat idiot kept laughing and laughing.

Down to the last question, while I was writing the second last question, I said, "Shit la, the last one very hard leh. TC, LY, faster think!"
LY gave me the 'huh?" look as she continued copying my answers.
TC even worse. She just laughed and said, "I don't know!!!". Then she continued copying my answers too.
Finally, I read through the question and 'hentam' as I quickly jotted down the answer. I said, "Ei, you two very senang hor!? Why everything I think one?!?! You two just copy only!!!!"
TC laughed and laughed and laughed while LY giggled.

Seriously, am I an answer sheet to you both?

Tomorrow I have account tuition again at 2.30p.m..
I hope daddy don't go and wait for me at Anba's house instead....
And in case I forget, can someone remind me? =))

~Ja~

Yes, I admit, I'm a girl who is really lazy to get her fingers working and finish an entry to post up.
But I also know that if I don't start writing now, I'll NEVER post it up.
And since I promised Tzer Chyn, there's no backing out, right?

Today is the day of our mp! Which in case you don't know, stands for majlis perpisahan.
LY slept over at my house yesterday. We worked until late at night to finish the script.
And before we slept, we played Tower Blockzz which LY totally suck at (no offense) cause she lost to me three times in a row!
LY, next time, brush up your skills before challenging me. Anyone else wanna challenge me? XD

The result of sleeping late -----> we totally missed the alarm this morning.
Ok, I didn't miss la. I dragged my half conscious self up to switch off the alarm.
But that stupid LY continued sleeping, so I also lied back down and slept.
We were awoken by papa's opening of window. I immediately sat up straight and shouted, "Stop sleeping d la, LY! WE'RE LATE!"
So, we had breakfast and rushed to our school.

In school, we made a few final preparations before the whole ceremony.
I'm the emcee with LY!  Emcee-ing was ok today, except a few minor glitches here and there.
But it's all under control.

I also went to climb the long long gadget. I went with L and CS. Damn scary lor, I looked brave outside but inside, my body became jelly-like.
And TC did not help at all. She went to shake the gadget at the ending part just when I was stepping on it. And then, she giggled innocently like what she always do. =.="

But I suppose TC has it worse. It was hot and she had to sit under the hot sun for registration.
Poor kiddo, I read in her blog that she had sunburn. LOL
Aiya, a bit won't kill u wan la......I'm 'guo lai ren'. I sure know.
And she took my beloved pen with her! Thank god she didn't lose it. Or else.......

Refreshment was really late cause stupid rabbit went to eat grass and forgot about us.
Rabbit came at two o'clock after it finish eating its grass.
How utterly nice of rabbit.....NOT
I was so damn hungry and my stomach kinda hurt halfway but it did get better la.

I also got pumped today, together with J and TC, onstage.
Pumping isn't tough la but the tough part was....
My knees kept slipping away because of my pants!
It can't stay intact on the ground. And that threw me into frustration.

And when I received the file from Bor Shi, she slammed it damn hard on my hands/arm. No kidding!
My arms were practically red after that. LOL, I'm gonna go practice slamming files so next time I can slam harder than her. XD

After the ceremony, we went to clear up the place.
Damn dirty lor...full of rubbish everywhere.
Seriously, the person who's going to round the field on Monday sure 'kutip sampah' until 'song'
I already tried my best to pick up all the rubbish but seriously got a lot. So bo bien lor.....

When I came home, I was so damn hungry I rushed to the kitchend and opened the refrigerator.
Then, I started eating the jelly mooncakes papa brought back from Malacca. Damn nice lor!
My mum said, "Like hungry ghost like tat. Come back straight away eat eat eat,"
What to do? Ppl hungry ma........
Cannot deprive myself from my rights! XD

Anyway, congratulations to everyone who have received their boards.
I have the list here but unfortunately I can't type it out. It's too long.
And to those who didn't receive board, don't be discouraged. There's always next year.

OK, I really gtg. Wanna go or or liao.....

~Ja~

I'm so freaking sad/angry/frustrated today at school.
Somebody knocked down my beloved bottle and it cracked!
When I came back from chemistry lab, my bottle was leaking and there's a huge crack.
Now, it's spoiled beyond repair and I was so damn sad when I saw it.

My first reaction was like, "WHO DID THIS?!?! I"M GONNA KILL THAT PERSON!!"
But then when I calmed down, I started to feel sad pulak....haiz...
Poor bottle, barely a month old.

I thought my momma was gonna kill but she didn't.
She nagged a lot la but then she said she's never buying an expensive bottle for me, EVER!
And that just made me terminally depressed and guilty. =(

Bye bye bottle, it's nice bringing you along with me everyday for almost a month.

 

Life's been so boring lately. It's like I'm just reliving the same routine over and over again.
Morning, go to school. Afternoon, sleep or study or watch Kyou Kara Maou. Night, go tuition. Go back, sleep. And the cycle restarts again.
I'm fed up with this life of mine at times really. Sometimes, I really just wish there is more excitement in life.
But no, that's life for you. It's so stereotype most of the times yet unpredictable at times.

I feel really guilty too at snapping rudely at nai nai.
Sometimes, I feel disgusted at myself. I compare what I did with what those ungrateful grandchildren does to their grandparents.
I really did try to be calm and composed.
But there's this whirl of emotion in me that makes me frustrated and snap out like that.
I'm deeply sorry. I promise I'll control my emotions better next time.

I really wanna go to Li Ying's house tomorrow to help them with the preparations.
But I don't know if dad is willing to fetch me there.
Bcoz Tanjung is like half way across Muar from LY's house.
I'm not sure daddy will allow but I suppose I'll ask.
Time for me to put my persuasion skills to the test. =P

I'm gonna sit for my PC test next week. I've been wanting to sit for it for ages long but I never have the chance.
So, I'm determined to sit for it no matter what!
But I'm really scared I'll fail cause my balutan sucks.
Well, wish me luck ppl!

Thanks to HY, I've gotten myself immensely addicted to Kyou Kara Maou.
And this is not good.
I'm spending hours watching KKM daily instead of studying.
But I can't help it, Wolfram and Conrad is so hot! XD
Yuri is hot too, when he's in Maou form.
But he's normally just a 'henachoko' XD

Ok, gtg ppl!
Moi am going to watch KKM! XP
~Ja~

I've been nothing but naughty these few days.
Why?
Hm....I dunno....

For starters, I haven't finish my kerja kursus moral yet.
I didn't pay attention to my tuition today and didn't have a clue what Mr. Gan was talking about.
I forgot to bring my slippers to annie jie jie's house today.
I talked the whole day in class when we're supposed to be quiet.

And finally....

I'm supposed to be typing documents now, not facebook-ing or reading fanfics or blogging.

Oh, I'm doomed.
If mama knows about this, I'll seriously be dead.
So let's just keep it a secret, ppl.
Between you and me. XD

~Ja~

I've just finished watching KAT-TUN concert again! That explains why I'm so giggly and grinning non-stop.

My day today kicked off in the wrong direction. I didn't have a very nice morning.
I was so pissed off at P and S for making me look like an idiot standing on stage in front of so many people.
Downright humiliation.

Then when I came back, I argued with my mum.
So yeah, we are kinda having a cold war now with my poor dad stuck in between us.
And when I crept up to switch on the computer, my dad nagged at me again.

In short, morning sucks like hell and I was so damn moody.

But things took a 360 degree turn when I watched KAT-TUN concert.
And do I really need to say again that Kame is so freakingly hot?! XD
My eyes were like fixed on him throughout the concert. I sound like a stalker, don't I? LOL

So, I started to sing along with the concert, holding a bottle as a microphone, cause I was too lazy to find the microphone.
I think I looked like an idiot, jumping around all hyper and giggly.
I would have fainted on the spot if my dad or someone comes and see me like tat. XD

I also suddenly feel like taking up other musical instruments.
For example: VIOLIN! or GUITAR!
But I think guitar would be better cause then, I'll be able to play all the instrumental background music for KAT-TUN songs.
So a new resolution for the holidays?

Go and learn guitar. =D

Ok, I promise to swear off the computer.....
Until evening!
Whaaaaat.....
You expect me to ban myself from the computer for a month?
Tsk.
You don't know me well enough, then. XD

~Ja~

Holiday is going to be over soon. And I can't help but fell like I've been doing nothing but wasting my time throughout this holiday.

Fun?
Well, I suppose hanging out with little kids are fun.
Except they kinda make you a little retarded at times. XD

Study?
Yes, I studied, if tuition counts.

But there is something I learn to appreciate during this period of holiday. I learnt to appreciate the time I have with those I hold dear to me.

The saying is really true about how we always take things for granted.
I always take things for granted myself.
I just automatically expect that particular something to be there all the time.
When it's gone, I can't help but panic and search all over for it.
But sometimes, it's too late because it's really gone for good and you can no longer retrieve it.
And because of this, I've lost so many things that I come to regret after losing it.

So this time, I've made a decision.
Be it my friend, family, things or something that I is dear to me,
I will hold on to it with both of my hands,
never ever letting it go.

Enjoy the rest of the holiday, people!
Oh and Selamat Hari Merdeka? XD
~Ja~

PS: Hui Yenn, sorry for not replying. My handphone no credit and yeah, I'm lazy to top up. But enjoy your holidays anyway